My transformation

My life has changed hugely over the last four years.

While it is by no means complete I wanted to share with you some details of my journey and some of the turning points.

For the longest time I was unhappy. Not miserable or depressed but just not happy, not contented with my lot in life and how it was turning out.

I didn’t know where my life was heading and I certainly didn’t feel like I was the one at the helm. Half the time I felt I was free-falling through life. Things would rush at me at a million miles an hours and I would do my best to cope with them or fend them off. The rest of the time I was happy to coast along following some other leader and letting them make all the decision.

Because I thought this was how it was supposed to be.

I honestly did not know any better.

Sure I had friends who had their shit together and I’d met loads of people who seemed to be in control and knew where they were going. I figured I would get to that in time, it just takes some of us longer right?

Wrong

Fast forward to now and I have a part time job paying full time wages that I love. I know exactly where my life is going and how it will be.

While it hasn’t happened overnight I will be the first to accept responsibility for that. I could have it all now but I don’t and that’s also down to me. But that will change. Just as the other changes came around fairly quickly, so will this.

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